Well out of all this, I am back with my father. My Son seems to have taken solace by "bonding" with my father. My daughter is a bundle of questions. I am heading up to MN (hubby's home state) for A memorial there.

I am holding up, and everyone is even more determand to get my kids back in my custody now. I found out that my mother has been lying to everyone about me and why i lost my kids. The lies are so bad that my family won't tell me what was said.

I have seen my kids Tuesday (17th). I got them at noon. That was the day I had to break the news to them. I kept them till 7pm the next day. The viewing was Wensday (18th) at 6pm. They went to school Thursday and Friday so I didn't get to see them till Friday night at the Memorial (20th at 7pm). I kept them up till 6pm on Saturday. We had a candle light vigil Saturday at 4pm. I should be getting them Sunday after Church so we can fly to MN. We'll be there till the 26th or 27th, then i don't think I'll get to see my kids again till March 6th.


*****end Update*****



on Feb 15 my husband was shot in cold blood in front of our neighbor's house. He was pronounced dead in the hospital at 5 pm. there were no events that leaded up to the shooting. The guy who shot my love, then turned around and shot himself.

I'm not going to be on much, I am trying to be strong for our children.