the memorial was beautyfull I'll post some pics later. Everything has been happening so fast, ive hardly had time to breathe.

As soon as I got back, I had to start packing and moving out of the house I was staying in. At first the landlord said not to worry about march rent, but come march 4th, he was asking for my key and said i had 4 days to get my shit out before he tossed it all to the curb himself. That pissed off my aunt and neighbor. Aunt pulled in the cops to back me up over the eviction. If he tried to touch my stuff he was gonna get locked up. then the neighbor called the city in on the houses. Both my house and thier's got condemned on the 19th.


It's been over a month since ths shooting and neither of my kids have seen a grief counciler. My mother (who has custody) tells me that she has it set up, but then something always comes up. But then she has told others that the kids don't need it. I mean come on, thier father was shot and killed.

I've heard from my sister that my son is starting to refuse to eat dinner some nights, he is always angry with my mom, and I can't do shit about it. I've started to file for custody, but I'm a widowed mom with no job.

And now I'm being told that that I may not have my kids for Easter.